27 May
I’m the type of person who really takes in everything I get, like laughing at The Daily Puppy in the morning when I open up iGoogle, laughing about something funny, or the fact that they’re playing a bunch of good 90’s music in Pandora. Those make me happy. Hearing from old friends that I’d never expect to hear from, even though they hurt me in one way or another, makes me have hope that we all can be gracious.
I guess this post was somewhat inspired by today. Today was someone’s birthday that I used to be close to, and decided to send a little note. The relationship had its many ups and downs and at the end of the day, it was better to be apart. The end of this relationship made me realize that there is a whole world out there and I needed to seek it out. And I did. Although it took me a while to really understand why things happened the way it did, I realize now why. I no longer feel negativity or resentment, but happiness towards that person that did me wrong in the past. We’ve all grown, and a little email saying “thanks” made me realize that person had been able to get over whatever it was before towards me. Of course, this is all under assumption, but I’m sure I have the right idea about it.
Earlier, I had a conversation about the future, again. I’m just too impatient about it and I just need to stop feeling that way. It’s hard to deal with seeing people around you moving forward in relationships, while you’re still in the same place. I really just need to be patient. (or so he says.)
I guess the point of this post is that little things like remembering special days and getting acknowledged, just living day by day and getting closer to the pot of gold at the end of the rainbow, and cute doggies can go a long way.
P.S. Linkbait passed away this past weekend.
Poor lil guy.
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